Oh boy!

I think another baby is on its way. Oh boy. (or girl I guess)

My first pregnancy showed no symptoms other than me being not quite myself and a missed period. I took a pregnancy test because my period was a week late and I just felt strange. I kept burning the cookies, I would make horrible meals and I am normally a pretty good cook. I also couldn't let go. My mind would just go in circles over the same damn thing. Yikes, I felt like I was going crazy. Until I took a test and was over joyed and shocked all at the same time. Since then I have completed an extremely successful pregnancy and now he is 16 months old. Cute to boot.

During these past three weeks I have begun to feel weird again. I have had killer gas pain, insomnia, tiredness, moodiness, my boobs are tender, shortness of breath, over-whelming thirst, frequent peeling and the list goes on. Today aunt Flow is suppose to visit but she has not arrived. Am I surprised? Nope. But I still haven't gotten the guts to go pee on the stick. I only have one and they are expensive. I also don't want to know because then I will have to tell MB and I just don't know how he will take it.

It's not that he doesn't want more kids, we both want a ton! But right now I am looking for a job and researching to what Master's program I should enroll. So the timing is off. We are also so stripped for cash it is not even funny. He is stressing out super mega big time. He has even developed the gout due to the amount of stress we are under. I just know that a pregnancy will freak him out. Sure we'll deal, and it will be a great blessing and HF will provide and I have the faith. I really do. So I guess I better go pee on the stick and if it is positive, I will rejoice, and I will find a fun way to tell MB (any ideas?). If it is negative, I will be a little sad due to all the attention I am paying to the what if...