this picture was taken before I began taking anti-depressants. It was my 26th birthday and I had a ball. I felt so happy and sad at the same time. Since this time my drugs have kept mefrom fully feeling anything.I feel pleased and pleasant, and sometimes I feel sad,but i don't feel despair. I've also put on 25 pounds. I want my emotions back!So i've begun the trek to findmy feelings. I've begun the weining process. nothing is easy. I now sleep too much and can't focus! Yesterday was worse than today,but last night i cut my 10mg pill in half and have begun to take only 5mg a day. So far just sleepiness. I'm on my way back!
Matt is concerned that I have not consulted my Doc. but i will, i'll see him Thursday. T'm sure my Dr. will agree with my method.
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