Sunday, January 15, 2006

I can breath again

Married for two weeks now. It's sad to have to report that the honeymoon is over. We've been back from Williamsburg for over a week now and Matt returned to work and coming home exhausted. I am discovering many odd and yet wonderful things about my new man. I also am begrudgingly finding out that he is far better at a lot of things than I am, like cleaning and organizing. He likes the place clean and debris free while I like things with the lived-in look, like the current book I'm reading left on the coffee table. I can live with it. Being married is like a dream come true only the reality is not quite as dream-like.
I have been having nightmares about going back to school. I keep dreaming that I have papers due and an hour before the deadline I still have not started the paper. i hate those dreams.
I am beginning my new and final semester as a married woman. This should a pretty peaceful semester. A lot of the anxeity that is in me has calmed since i've been married. It's like a long relaxing sigh. I am no longer holding my breath.

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